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Fear

from Self War by Cold Shoulder

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A hopeless backwards march and the seconds blend
seamlessly into years
(a lost soul//once cold)
dripping with sweat
gripped with constant regret

anxiety
a struggle to breathe
and find peace
inside my own mind
the noise is fucking unbearable

Ten years
Ten years and i'm still
searching for an answer
can't tell if i've lost my way
or i'm bound to failure

Ever pressing,
a constant fear
of falling further down this hole
I distance myself within myself
and wonder if I'll ever know

If I've wasted the years
chasing
something
worth absolutely nothing at all
If I'm treading water,
growing tired each day

I drown
Ten years of tying myself to a sinking ship
I claw my way back to the surface
to sink again

Here i lay, waiting to drown, gasping for air,
i'm dying to hear your simple solutions

Sorrow swings back and forth
Incomplete and broken
Pulsing with white noise and everyone fades out of focus

the pressure inside my head,
it wont subside
there's nowhere to run
and i can't find a place to hide

No Sleep
I can't eat
can't see straight
there's no light
no fight left in me

reassurance rests dead at the bottom

Ten years
Ten years and i'm still
searching for an answer
can't tell if i've lost my way
or i'm bound to failure

The Fear
The fear of waking up
and realizing i'm nothing
i'm no one
I'm nowhere
I'm no one

i'll never be free of this
the weight of it all
is fucking
crushing me
it's getting
harder to breathe


fuck, i'm done

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from Self War, released August 28, 2017

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