Followed by guilt for committing a sin.
All of my demons they come from within.
Got no direction but that never stops me
From running away from the places i've been.
So vexed that I can't even think straight
My skull is filled with a deafening noise
This is a madness that kills
A fiery hatred inside that destroys
Haunted by ghosts of my every mistake.
Walking on nails every step that I take.
Look for a way out but can't see the light.
Stuck in a body with someone I hate.
So vexed that I can't even think straight
My skull is filled with a deafening noise
This is a madness that kills
A hate that destroys
Try to sleep
But i can't ignore the repulsion in me.
Try to run
It catches up like its shot from a gun.
It always catches up (no matter what)
Every door and window (slamming shut)
And when I try to fight (I always lose)
This is the hand i'm dealt- nothing to do.
This is the hand i'm dealt.
Find peace in myself
Or take the one way out.
Just wait another day
See if the loathing fades
Maybe I'll learn to change.
Dwell on mistakes
Till my head aches
Try to sleep
But i can't ignore the repulsion in me.
Try to run
It catches up like its shot from a gun.
Patience is progress, conflict is life.
Balancing thoughts on the the edge of a knife
Steadfast and stubborn, never relent.
Waging this war till the end of my life.
The cycle will start with an illness
But it will end with a choice
This is a madness that kills
A hate that destroys
Scathing hardcore with chugging riffs, grindcore leanings and vocals you can understand. Not sure what I'd call it, but it's really damn good. Previously, on....
Knockout debut from a Buffalo, New York-based hardcore band who like their riffs sick, their drums fast, and their choruses sticky-sweet. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 28, 2024